Hey Friends!
If you know me at all, you probably know that I can’t help but type this blog with tears in my eyes…the truth is, I feel so humbled and undeserving of all that He has done and continues to do here in Africa. I am definitely having a hard time expressing all that this trip, and this team, has changed in my life.
Honestly, the best picture of how I see this team changing is probably when I think about the response time at the end of the last 5 meetings we had in different villages in Kara and the bush.
We had one person respond at the end of each meeting.
One person.
All alone.
In most cases, in front of their entire village that is largely unreached by the Gospel.
One person!
And as I sit and think about that, about the one person that God called by name, that He chose for something so big, I am completely overwhelmed at HIS plan and HIS vision for this trip.
It seems like something the team continues to dive deeper into each day – that He is for us, as individuals. He knows exactly what we need. He knows what makes us come alive and what makes us hurt. He knows our joys and our sorrows. He made us and has a specific process for each of us.
He knows our name. Our story. And He cares in a way so specific to us that I continue, even now, to sit here absolutely overwhelmed at who Christ is…and all that He does…
These meetings have honestly been a perfect picture of Christ’s pursual – He is willing to go through whatever it takes – to have people travel thousands of miles and put on a big production- just for us. Because we’re worth it. He just wants our hearts.
From a “numbers” point-of-view, it seems like the team would be disappointed – maybe hoping for a bigger turnout or more emotional payoff at the end of a long, hard day, but the joy and love that flows from this team continues to wreck my view of ministry/ missions/life.
They challenge me everyday to just live – doesn’t always mean an emotional high or big production, it just means that they…that we… are trusting in new, deeper, and more beautiful ways than I ever expected.
As the trip comes to a close, and I sit outside under the stars listening to the sounds of a busy city, I know that this trip has produced fruit that lasts – both in Togo and in America.
For me, the only words that I seem to be able to type are “Take it all, Take it all – Just give me Jesus…” That is truly my heart and I can confidently say that I see the team living this. Everyday.
We need Him. To come wreck our lives… over and over and over again. He’s not finished. The work isn’t done, but I know that His plans and His timing are perfect and so specifically beautiful.
Sarah Faye shared 1 Kings 19:11-12 during our team devotion that still feels pretty perfect right now…
Then he was told, “Go, stand on the mountain at attention before God. God will pass by.” A hurricane wind ripped through the mountains and shattered the rocks before God, but God wasn’t to be found in the wind. And after the wind, an earthquake, but God wasn’t in the earthquake; and after the earthquake, fire, but God wasn’t in the fire; and after the fire… a gentle and quiet whisper…
In a hurting world, we have seen healing – true, lasting healing – and I know there is more in store.
We love you all so much and can’t thank you enough for your prayers and encouragement.
See you all so soon
smiles and huge hugs,
Sara Lee